GERALDINE.GERALDINE.GERALDINE.GERALDINE.GERALDINE.GERALDINE.GERALDINE.GERALDINE. :D

2012-01-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

totally no mood for school. i've enjoyed so much during the cny week. great to meet up with my friends and have visitations.

really really really have to buck up in my studies. my results are getting hopeless... so glad that fem and csit presentations are over today. up next: crs test.

always hoping to reach the weekends quickly. need rest. need a life.

2012-01-27T00:33:00.003+08:00

dear friend. i really want to talk to you. but i'm afraid that you don't want me to appear in your life again, since you've totally cut off all ways of contacts. that's why i'm holding back.

2011-12-31T15:57:00.002+08:00

Uth camp this year was great and i've to say that i'm getting old. had muscle aches since the first day and i'm really tired with the little amount of sleep. had fun with my group and its not easy being the leader. i dont really know how to make my group bond as they were quite shy. i have to admit that i was quite sian on the first day as we had the least amount of members, but i told myself that if i want my group to be enthusiastic, i have to be enthusiatic first. glad that my group was cooperative though they were kinda quiet. in the end we won unexpectedly and was the champion group. felt so surprised and satisfied. good job Avengers! :)

i missed the uth days in the past.

2011-12-10T01:09:00.004+08:00

2011 GIRL'S GENERATION TOUR

my love for them since 2007.
I will never ever forget this day. the day that i've waited for so many years. i was finally in a pink ocean and i saw my 9 girls. this is too good to be true. one of my wish in life is fulfilled. but i miss them so so so much now. my heart feels empty. i wish i can see them again T___T

was really excited before the concert. the moment they came out, I CRIED. it was too unbelivable that i actually saw them. the first song was Genie. cant really rmb the sequence, but the songs sang were: Genie, Oh, Hoot, Gee, Snowy Wish, Girl's Generation, Run Devil Run, Beautiful Stranger, Let it Rain, Bad Girl, I'm in Love with a Hero, The Great Escape, Dear Mom, Complete, Into the New World, Mabinogi, My Child, and all the solo performances. Hyo performed first. She was damn hot. Taeng's vocals are seriously GOOD AND POWERFUL. Seohyun's tap dance was so cute! Fany and taeng sang tgt, really nice. Sica's voice is soooooo nice and she played the piano!! Sunny's so cute with her short hair and she's so small. cant really rmb sooyoung, yuri and yoona's performance BECAUSE I HAD LEG CRAMP THROUGHOUT. anyway, FANY WAVED TO US!! was kinda disappointed as i didnt get taeng to wave to me. but all of them are really nice, showing so much love to sones.

bad thing about this concert: the sound system was BAD. the girls sounded like chipmunk and its not their real voice!!! -.- they only sound normal when they use the hand held mic. and i cant stand the boring audience at our area. especially the couple in front of me. guy plugin his ear piece, girl keep hugging him and slept. wth? if you're not interested in the concert, dont even come. let us fans have better seats. and the ppl at the back. boringggggg. everyone in the stadium were standing alr, we stood up too but they told us to sit down. just freaking stand up too if you cant see. ppl rushed to the railings too, but for our area, they're dead and dont move at all. totally wasted opportunities to see the girls clearly.

the girls are really pretty and their interactions were too cute. can really see their love and bond between them. hope they had a good time and rest well tonight and give their best tmr night. throughout the concert, i cried alot idk why too. as they were performing i thought about the past when they just debutted. 9 young girls and they've worked so hard to become what they are today. in fact, they've worked TOO MUCH. but they never give up and are always encouraging each other. and they always thank sones, made me really touched. especially when they bow together, i always feel that they dont have to bow to us ;__;

some ppl would think that its a waste of money to spend $200+ for a concert. but i'm willing because i've loved them since debut and its my dream to see them. i dont just love them because of their appearance, which is what many ppl like in this kpop world now. i love their talents, their character, their determination, their bonding love. because i've like them since 2007, there's so much feeling and memories. they deserve all these love since they've came a long way. i just wish that they'll have time to rest well. it's been too hard on them.

listening to the songs that they sang just now and i feel like crying. i miss them alot.
you make my life complete.
i'm really really thankful for this concert :)
<3

2011-12-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

i've never forget about you. can we be friends again? but is there any way that i can talk to you? read your old blog and it totally killed me. really really sad that you actually thought that way last time.

2011-12-02T23:45:00.002+08:00

survived this crazy busy week. done with culi and fem assignments. I AM SO TIRED. really cant wait for hols to come, but before hols i have to go through 2 more submissions and test AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DO I EVEN HAVE TIME TO STUDY. i'm glad i can still find time to eat and laugh with my friends.

praying hard for a miracle to happen. i hope all of them will stay strong together. i cant do anything to help to change the situation, but i really wish that everything will be alright. God, please.

2011-11-21T20:08:00.002+08:00

the busy life has started. 3 individual assignments due soon, but at the same time have to do projects and study for test. have to admit i'm feeling a little stress.

miss tzm but cant even find time to meet up. :( i wanna faster get over this busy period please.

watched soshi's first japan tour concert ytd. made me feel teary and excited to see them. my dream of being in the pink ocean...

2011-11-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

old photos brought back lots of memories. missed secondary sch days so much.

dear friend, how are you? sometimes i really wish that i can rewind the past and maybe things are not like that now. i miss talking to you and its one of the regrets in my life for making you feel miserable. you ended our friendship suddenly, i dont even have a chance to reason out. maybe this was what you wanted. i dont really know how to put my feelings into words. i wish we can be friends again but its impossible. there's no way that i can talk to you, unless you're stalking my blog. just hope that you're doing fine in your life.

2011-10-30T23:56:00.003+08:00

first week of school had been fine, since there were only lectures. culi was quite fun, but i couldnt even complete the tasks in 1 hour. too slowwww. :( actually i havent really adjust back to the school mood. the thought of lessons, projects, assignments, tests make me SIANZ. oh well.

2011-10-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

1 month at RI. time flies and i'm finally free from work!!! i survived together with some of my nice colleagues and i'm really glad to be friends with them. i'll totally die of boredom without them. and i guessed i've got used to the scoldings too though most of the time we were innocent. not gonna work in retail anymore. so tired from the mess made by the customers. happy that i'm out of this job, but i think i'll miss the times with my friends.

school starts tmr. hope i'll have a great semester in this class.

2011-10-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

work had been tiring. cant wait to end this job, yet feeling a little sad since i have some nice colleagues. so i spent 1 month working away. kinda no life. wake up, work, watch abit of tv if i have time, sleep.

just 2 more days and i'm free.
finally.

2011-09-25T13:03:00.004+08:00

ranting post.

my holidays life is gone. gonna work till 21 oct. its okay if my work is fun, but NO ITS NOT FUN AT ALL and everyone in the store is so bitchy. (i dont really use the word bitchy on ppl)

first day of work, saw claudia LOL i was so happy even though idk her but at least i can be friends with her. so... i came with a heart to really make friends with everyone. yea they were friendly and nice, so smiley and helpful, treated me well.

bullshit.

so on the second day, i saw their true colours. pinoy D started to scold me alr. say we keep talking when there are alot of customers around. "you can just use the time to talk to serve customers instead." then she gave me the stare woah if only i can punch her. WTH WE DIDNT TALK THAT MUCH AND THERE WERE ONLY LIKE 5 CUSTOMERS SCATTERED IN THE WHOLE SHOP. and its not nice to follow customers around and keep trying to serve them. ITS ANNOYING. then, she started chatting with sm and laughing loudly. what is this?!? every moment, she'll keep looking out to see if we're talking. seriously i really wanna punch her annoying face.

so we had to hide behind the clothes to talk once in a while. and most of the time she will catch us LOL. expectedly, since she's so bitchy, she complained about us to sm and i caught her. i'm very sure she will exaggerate her story. seriously. its not like we're slacking. there're no customers and its alright to talk once in a while right. but the thing that pissed me off is that they are the ones who are always laughing loudly. and when they just happen to see us talking, they give the kiampa face. wth.

third day. i didnt know how to check what time is my break so claudia taught me how. right after we left, sm told another colleague that the two of us keep checking the paper. as if we cant wait for break. (yes in fact i cant wait for break to get out of the store for 1hour) But walau its my FIRST time checking and she's just teaching me. and who in the right mind will keep going to check your break time?! not like your break time will come faster. doesnt make sense!!

during my lunch break, i ate in the back room. both sm were there. they were gossiping about other colleagues, complaining about customers, then suddenly they talked about me and claudia. WOAH HELLO i'm just behind you, arm's length away only. they realised i'm behind so they lowered their voice. it's so obvious alr you dont have to lower your voice, i can still hear everything. they were saying like we are slack and give them trouble, and they have to bear with us until oct. fyi, we have been arranging the stuff and tidy up the shop all the time. dont just bitch if you didnt see. speechless..

so from ytd onwards, i dont even talk to them unless its neccessary. and i'll just show my default face to them. like childish haha, but i dont care. i cant make myself to fake back to them. how to survive for 1 month.................. i dont mind if the job is boring with fun colleagues. but this is a boring job with bitchy ppl. i keep telling myself to think of the money. 1 month later, we're gonna leave this stupid job!!!!!

2011-09-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

have been enjoying every single day since holidays started. seeing ber and warz for 9 consecutive days! this is crazy hahaha.

things i did:
- 126 dimsum
- flea
- shopping at JB
- Strictly Pancakes
- CYA graduation
- H&M
- Esther's bday celebration @ vivo Jpot
- visit laomao & paint nails @ Ber's house
- kampong mooncake fest @ Zoo!
- job interviews
- worked for a day and felt cheated so we quit
- Oakham Market
- finished watching Heartstrings

random thought while watching Heartstrings. i wonder if yonghwa thought about seohyun when singing "Because I Miss You"... :(

2011-09-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

TTO, last paper today. had a very bad start. didnt bring my pencil box and calculator cause its inside my pencil box. WHY AM I SO FORGETFUL. and i was late for reading time. panicked like mad but thank God manage to reach before paper starts and borrowed pen. calculated the things by WORKING IT OUT. can die, so many things to calculate!! did not get the final answer and cant rmb the stuff i memorised too. sigh so its badly done. s a d :(

dinner with kampong at nakhon. felt happier cause we're always laughing and crapping. love nakhon food!!!!! food makes me happy too. lepak at some void deck area and was playing with flowers halfway, suddenly they surprised me with a cake and SNOWSKIN MOONCAKE. so shocking and touched and happy and everything so idk why i cried LOL! thankyou for the celebration wo ai ni men alot. :)

so end of school. time to relax have fun and find a job. need money! $$$

2011-08-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

life have been quite eventful recently.

20-21Aug
worked for MMM. had been fun and enjoyable with sy and 2 other guys. took photos with the mascots and cosplayers, so happy! saw cute Ash hahahahhahahah.

havent been studying REALLY hard last week. plus my birthday celebrations. totally no exam mood!

26aug
ahde and xinyan came my house to surprise me. kinda expected that cause the noob ahde gave away their plan. went to school and 06 miaohiaos celebrated for me. touched. and the cake very nice!!! because is ah ber mai de ma. :)

studied in school and had dinner at parkway steamboat. i'm happy and touched that they celebrated for the whole day, when its exam period too. love the time spent and i really miss our year 1 days.

27aug
cell and uths surprised me with a black bird/old bird cake! so cute! thanks alot i really didnt see that coming.

had tz dinner celebration at Old School Delight. nice place, quite nice food, great time with them. as usual, my phone was hacked and spammed by them. cherishing every tz meetup, cause its so hard for us to meet up. mostly is during birthday celebrations only. holidays are coming, cant wait for kbox! :D

so this is how i spent my legal birthday of 18 years old. appreciate those who take time out to celebrate. really thankyou. and thankyou to everyone who wished me. i feel loved HAHA.

oh and tz gave me a really cute yellow ipad cover/bag/clutch whatever it is! somehow, receiving presents or not doesnt matter. the time and sincerity from people matters more. :)

29aug (today)
first paper - Accounting. thank God that i balanced the balance sheet!!! really felt like shouting 'YES' at that moment. hope i can get good results pls pls pls. my BESE grade is DAMN BAD and its gonna affect my gpa greatly.

#nowplaying : Suddenly - Kim Bo Kyung

2011-08-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

SSM IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!!!! *jumps around madly*

ok so today started off well. passed grooming, saw pps while doing the F1 deco hehehehehehehe, did waitressing, huge crowd, hit sales target. actually it wasnt that excellent today, but whatever, it has ended!!!! we didnt take a group photo, everyone's like tired and rushing off. :(

overall, i think i enjoyed SSM. (omg cant believe this) i really dislike ssm at the start. with all the stupid grooming and strict rules. still....... it was enjoyable with my team. :) sugarloaf is so much fun compared to toptable.

went to cut hair with ber and warz after that. my fringe is damn long, its over my chin. when the hairdresser snip it off, half of my fringe fell and we went like woahhhhh!! my hair is shorter now! and its very cheap $2.80 only. i'm gonna go there cut in future haha *cheapo*

very tiredz now.

2011-08-10T20:34:00.002+08:00

did outdoor captain alone today. its damn freaking tired!!!!! and today was quite hot too. cant believe i survived! was rushing here and there, clearing plates, serving drinks. thankfully the indoor waitress helped me sometimes too. i think i'll die if i do EVERYTHING alone. okay quite fun actually, but i still love bar mosttttt. hope i can do bar next week pls pls pls.

leg aching now. 1 more week of SSM. finally. but i'm gonna miss it i think (omg i cant believe i will miss ssm) actually its missing the times i had with my team. to be honest, i think my team is more bonded than my class.

ok very tired. just gonna rot my night away.

2011-08-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

the hectic period is finally over!! submitted marketing proposal, done with bese test (gonna do score super badly..)

watched Harry Potter ytd!!!! the final movie. ohman happy ending :)

went town today with miaohiao gurls and we wore maxi together!! feels great to breathe the air in town after 1month+?? totally no life in school.

shall rot my night away. havent do bese task argh.

2011-07-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

so.. i survived this tiring week. TTO test today was fine, just that i dont really know how to do the costing sighhhh.

and i ate icecream every single day omg gonna turn fat!! but icecream keeps me happy. had Pluck with sy today wooooots! 맛있다!!!!! that was the only time to relax myself for this crazy week. have to continue with marketing proj alr.

up next: BESE test :(

seriously, WHERE GOT TIME TO STUDY?! cant fail this module. so far my grade is a freaking D omg. i dont wanna retake.......

ok gonna watch City Hunter now. ^^

2011-07-27T20:59:00.002+08:00

first operation in sugarloaf. i need to stop being blur and be more alert. i think i did a bad job as a cashier today, which minus my team's marks. *slap myself.

damn tired now i dont feel like studying TTO. i foresee my grades dropping :(
not supposed to be like this.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight~

2011-07-22T11:59:00.001+08:00

screwed up accounting test today. sighhhh i'm so blind that i wrote the amount figure wrongly. and i cant rmb the theories. :( hope i wont do too badly. my gpa ah....... deprezz day again.

but had enjoyable super nice dinner at nakhon with my miaohiao93s which cheered me up. :) the food was really nice!!

#nowplaying - fox rain

2011-07-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

deprezzzzz.

today is a bad day though i really had a good time with tz just now. finally met up with all of them but its just a short while. wish we can just study in the same sch tgt.

freaking difficult accounting test on fri.
did badly for wine test today.
not looking forward to execution week.
zzzz pjasdjbpkjabsdbsilmnsgmkjasdny
ok i think i pms haha byebye.

2011-07-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

update about Australia:

it was a super awesome and memorable trip! the main places that we went were Dreamworld, University of Queensland, Movieworld, Mystery Moutain farm, Harbour Town. i have to say i enjoyed everyday!

Dreamworld was filled with scary rides!! felt like i'm falling from the sky and i'm gonna die, but it was still super fun!!! fed kangaroo and touched koala too. so cuteeee.

i like Movieworld more than Dreamworld, cause there are superheroes mascot!!! my handsome batman, flash, wonderwoman, catwoman etc. it feels so real! and there are looney tunes mascots too! took alot of scary rides, kinda overcome them already. super funnnnnn!

love the farm visit too. fed horses and lama. fulfilled my wish of feeding & touching horse. i wanna ride a horse though! too bad it wasnt part of the activity. the farm was a really peaceful place, if only i can live there.

shopping wise... i didnt shop till i drop. felt that i didnt shop enough cause i saved the money to spend at harbourtown but i didnt buy alot! :(

oh and there was baskin robins! loveeeeeee it! icecream in the cold weather.
i wish i can visit Australia again, its a wonderful place to live it and i'm really happy there.

so its back to school now. so busy with projects and assignments sighhhh.
anyway i'm very happy with my marketing and accounting tests thank God. :) really hope that my gpa this sem wont drop. i worked so hard last sem to pull it up, but this sem there's ssm, marketing and bese to kill me.

havent study for prof test 2, havent do bese portfolio. arghhhhh.

2011-07-09T19:46:00.001+08:00

/u\ totally my day.

2011-06-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

hello i'm so busy with sch. projects and assignments = sian ttm. its holidays now! just back from batam church camp on monday. super tired everyday, i think i'm getting old. :( i lack of sleep everyday and my face damn horrible filled with pimples.

cant wait for next tuesday! FLYING OFF TO AUSTRALIAAAA!!! super duper duper duper excited! farm stay, theme parks (i'm damn scared of heights btw), food, shopping, COLD WEATHER! i hope i'll have enough money to spend there. using all my savings, yes and after the trip i'm officially broke.

2011-05-17T20:25:00.002+08:00

4th week of school now. TIME FLIES! projects and assignments are piling up. ssm operation starting next week. i'm in Top Table. hope everything goes well. starting to get used to school, but i'm damn tired everyday. cant wait for june holidays = AUSTRALIA!!! so excited that we keep talking about it all the time.

shall go sleep at 9pm and ssm tmr. hate every wednesday.

2011-05-07T10:21:00.002+08:00

2 weeks of sch alr, and i'm still dreading sch. havent really talk much to my new classmates, but thankfully i have a new friend. but still, its not the same. i miss my friends so so so so much that i can cry. tutorials are boring and empty without my 06 classmates. i only look forward to lectures whr i can sit with them.

CYA is not the same too. feels weird and outcasted.

SSM is stressful. i seriously need to train my hand to be stronger. if not i'll fail the test.

and i miss tzm too. havent been talking much to them. :(

depressed semester.

ok on a happier note, had kampong dinner ytd! so surprising that we can be so close when we only know each other for 2 weeks. and we can talk about anything and laugh madly. :)

2011-04-28T14:45:00.002+08:00

ytd was my first day of SSM! had to reach sch damn early like around 7am. dad couldnt drive me to sch so i stayed at Adeline's house on tues night! Y A Y first permission-granted-sleepover in my life!!! hehe had a happy night :P

so i slept for 5hours only. prepared quickly, spam gel on my hair. YES I REALLY SPAM. woah cant stand it, my head is damn round :(

basically, we stand for the whole day, listen to scoldings and shoutings, toured around TCA, learn about equipments, and i nearly fainted in the morning LOL damn scary. i was so scared that they will scold me but thankfully didnt.

had bottle and bricks training. had to carry a tray with filled bottles, with LEFT HAND ONLY. DAMN HEAVY my hand was trembling and i kept dropping. the brick training was worse. carry a tray of bricks on our left shoulder. that kind of construction bricks. W I N haha. the most i can carry was 7 bricks. (now my shoulder hurts like mad and there's a bump)

overall it was quite fun! just that we look horrible with gel-ed hair and super RED lipstick.
after 17 weeks of SSM, i'll turn bald and become muscular HAHA.

2011-04-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

got to know our year 2 class. omg i'm all alone, nobody is same class as me, not even a year 1 classmate is with me.... why so unlucky. not looking forward to sch. i feel scared and nervous. sad sad sad sad sad sad. i hope the new classmates dont clique among themselves T.T

gonna miss 06 girls so much.

life is full of separation. :(

TNS

2011-04-15T18:54:00.003+08:00

2 weeks of TNS ended today. i must say that I REALLY LOVE TNS A LOT and i'm missing my Kampong girls now!! i never knew i would have this much of tns withdrawal syndrome. it was a really fun and memorable time. we cooked out own meals: pasta, instant ramen, prata, eggs, garlic bread, udon and cereal! will never get sick of the food.

Week 1

the first week was quite tiring as there were quite many lessons. we always sleep late at night, having random conversations that's so exciting and scary yet happy! there was also International Buffet and our group cooked prata! i guess that was also the time where we girls started to be closer. the guys are weird and its hard to talk to them hahahaa.

Week 2

lessons were lesser and life was great! its just doing project and having fun, sleeping late and scary conversations again! went out in the midnight for prata, and ytd we went geylang for beancurd and durians!! had a super great time talking and laughing in our house after that.

there's so much to blog about, but kinda lazy. really enjoyed being with them for 2 weeks. gonna miss the tetris girl sy, miss disturbing makcik siti, miss the funny jian dan mei and ah ling, miss shouting maoking's name, miss cooking and everything we did in the house, miss the mothball smell in our house. and i'll miss talking to pps&gay&kellog HAHA!

i wish we can stay for 1 more week? i dont even mind staying there for 1 month. TNS is awesome! and i'm still missing them now. this is crazy hahaha.

2011-04-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

ytd was the last day of work. FINALLY I AM FREE!! i'm not gonna wear black for the time being! have been wearing full black everyday.... and today is the first day of TNS. so no life, right after work, school started for me. got to know our classmates/housemates. they seem nice, hope they're hardworking and enthu and we can have fun living together! i'm so excited to cook hehehe. oh and i got into the Australia trip with the girls!!!!!! *jumps around* happy happy! 'winter' wear, farm visit, theme parks visit. have to continue saving lots & lots of $$$. gonna move in on Monday. sleeping with sy everyday!

2011-03-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

i'm having quite a serious hair fall right now and bad skin with alot acne walau sianz.

#nowplaying: One of a Kind - CN Blue
and i cant get you out of my mind~

2011-03-21T23:19:00.002+08:00

work at cwp was fine. overall everyone is quite nice except for feroy. shall ignore her from now on. its quite slack since the customers are very few and i can sit down. so i spend most of my time sitting down using phone. i'm so glad that i've iphone now, if not i'll die of boredom.

did full shift today 10am to 10pm woooowwwww. thankfully i dont have to stand through the whole day, my legs will be swollen again.

morning shift tmr. need to sleep soon!

i miss yishun colleagues. i wanna go find them but i'm not free :(

2011-03-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

results out on thurs. GPA this sem is 3.3 thank God!! my efforts have create an improvement of 1.0. but overall still 2.8 sigh i need to work EVEN HARDER. and i'm super happy with OB i got a freaking Distinction for the first time in my life. got A for jap too! :))

my working week had been fine, closer with colleagues and time passed more quickly. was sick, having flu, sore throat (i sound horrible), on-and-off fever, swollen feet LOL. got a sudden change of working place, changed to cwp metro. i havent even say goodbye to them yet and i dont think i have time to see them. feel sad to leave.

today had flea at TAB. i sold one dress ONLY omggg so i suffered loss but its okay my offday was well spent with the girls!

back to work tmr. new environment, new people. and i heard that metro rules are very strict. *worried*

2011-03-15T20:46:00.003+08:00

i have a job. olay prmoter/consultant. VERY BORINGZZZ, very few customers and cannot use phone. so i spent my first day stoning, walking around, eating alone, but after that talked to the nice auntie promoters.

13 more days to go! hwaiting! (for the sake of $)

OH I FORGOT TO MENTION, I BOUGHT IPHONE YTD! happygurl93 :))))

2011-03-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

i am jobless. left 2 weeks+ of holidays and i still havent get a job!! only had a flyer job that day so i earned $30 in 3hours ^^ ok jobless now. cant seem to find any alr........

have been going out everyday = SPEND ALOT $$$
ate Marche and Sakae Sushi this week. my first time in sakae hehe! had the tea time buffet, ate alot of unagi! happy :)

na eotteokhae nega bogo shipeojyeo

2011-03-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

i love holidays!

had class chalet on wed. it was fun and it brought our class (girls) closer. sigh why do we have to change class......

have been watching Secret Garden everyday! NICE. i think i'm turning into a drama freak.

celebrated wendy's bday today. miss my tzm.. its so hard for all of us to meet up. every meet up we have is so precious. we had dinner at some jap restaurant, brownie at some cafe, played at the arcade. super embarrassing we have to hop and there were ppl looking at us. very tiring too hahah but its always fun to do crap stuff with tzm.

nowplaying: Easy - B2ST
i dont wanna say goodbye.

2011-03-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

LAST DAY OF EXAMS YAY!!

didnt do well for OB, ok can only blame myself for not studying hard enough. there goes my A~ nvm haha i had a nice day today going out with my classmates, eating icecream, and seeing pps for the last time LOL.

jobhunting starts.

2011-02-28T00:24:00.003+08:00

hello i've been studying hard everyday, yea quite hardworking.

micro paper on friday was fine. was able to do most of the questions, but still not confident of getting A. i dont mind a B too :)

final OB paper on tuesday. jiayou jiayou!! and i'll be FREEEE! cant wait.

i just dig my own grave by looking at your fb. i'm still thinking about you, friend. hope you're doing good, but seeing from your fb status, you're still the same i guess. i regret that i couldnt help to change you for the better. funny, why should i even be bothered about you when you hated me?

2011-02-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

micro exam in 12hours time. i've studied hard, but i'm still not confident.

must not lose faith.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

hope that the paper will be easy ;____;

2011-02-24T08:59:00.002+08:00

have been studying micro everyday. seriously, its more difficult than macro. i self-studied everything but there's some which i dont understand. exam is tmr. at this rate, i cant get A.....

feel that its quite impossible that i'm aiming so high for the first time. all my life i've only aim for a pass, but now i've to start aiming high. difficult.

my face damn horrible now so many pimples :((((( hates.

2011-02-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

worked at travel fair today. quite an easy job. yay $$$! not alot though.

k i'm super tired now. i woke up at 6am today. PRO. need to sleep now and start my mugging period from tmr onwards. hope i have the energy and determination to finish the exams well. hwaiting!!!!

2011-02-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

ytd was the last day of Year 1. time flies, SERIOUSLY. my year1 in poly has ended.... time with my class is so short, one year just passed by like that. i'm really happy to be in 1h06 with good friends that made my year so enjoyable. before life in poly started, i was still wondering if friends in poly are real friends. yea i'm glad to say that i can trust my clique. i love my class, although we're not super bonded. the first class is always the best. just like 1Faith in phs. hope some of us can be in the same class together in Year2.

it was also the last duty of CYA. why so fast?! its only 3months+ together with my seniors and friends. really enjoyed every duty we had. many things happened, made me realised i really love this cca.

will miss all of them :(

kk happier topic now!

i got into TNS whee whee whee!! so looking forward to it! so fun staying tgt with sy and living under the same roof with pps HAHAHA.

went flb flea with my classmates! bought alotttt of things! i'm happygurl93. 2 tops, 1 jacket, 1 shorts, 2 rings, earpiece: $46 yayyyy! not gonna shop for 2 months. I NEED TO SAVE A LOT OF $$$ FOR AUSTRALIA TRIP.

talking about australia, why isit so expensive?!?!? :( around $2300 - $2700 omg. sch is not subsidising. i'm not rich. i feel guilty to my parents, they even felt that its expensive.. i'll save up from now and work during the hols but i can only work for 3 weeks :(
hate money issues.

and i must study really really really really hard for exams! DIE DIE MUST GET A. hwaiting!

what a long and whiny post.

2011-02-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

3 presentations done for this week! left geog test on friday. its a crazy subject, so MANY things to study! feel more relaxed now coz there's only test and 2 exams left. but i cannot slack.

feel like playing piano but, no time.

2011-02-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

cant believe this week is ending soon and its the final week being with my class..... i dont wanna change class. :(

anyway, had a good and funny lunch at bedok point Manhattan with my classmates!

I see light and hope in my gpa this sem. I WILL WORK HARD.

Dream High nowwww!!

2011-02-12T01:10:00.002+08:00

give thanks with a grateful heart.

we got back our pass. really thank God. the chance of getting back is so small but thank God for this miracle. damn happy when we receive the news, i nearly teared.
its a lesson learnt.

had bcs test today. just hope i can pass. i didnt study much.. its all about computer, totally NOT INTERESTED, and i cant memorise properly. my brain blocks them out. anyway, i survived this week. one more week to go!

pps is getting cuter. /dies. hahaha.

2011-02-09T01:28:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired. i lack of sleep everyday.
i can just fall asleep on my laptop now.

cant wait to finish this sem, dying from all the projects and tests and exams. but it means year 2 is coming and it will be a new class. i dont want :(

love all the songs in Dream High!

maybe.

2011-02-07T22:24:00.003+08:00

i decided to study commskills after watching Dream High

but

I'M DAMN HIGH OVER SONG SAM DONG!!!! WHY HE SO NICE AND CUTE ONE OMG HAHA CANT WAIT TO WATCH NEXT EPISODE. i'm so tempted to watch it online NOW. cannot cannot kk bye!

2011-02-07T20:46:00.003+08:00

i love tzm. missing sien and nic.

finally submitted geog, bcs, micro today. i have to admit i couldnt do much this time and i feel bad to my group. :(

this week:
commskills test
socio project
socio presentation
jap role play
bcs test

next week:
commskills interview
geog test
socio quiz

week after:
E X A M S

have to study commskills later. test tmr siannnnnn. cant wait to finish everything. i need a break and more SLEEP.

gonna watch Dream High now!! lurbbe Suzy and Song Sam Dong and IU and Wooyoung hehe.

2011-02-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

cny.. nothing interesting. first day was quite boring. today was fine. &the money that i get is alot lesser. only looking forward to tz house visitation marathon tmr!! missssss them soooo muchhhh.

2011-01-27T11:13:00.002+08:00

HEADACHE RIGHT NOW.

have been doing alot alot of projects and assignments everyday that i fell ill. i nearly fainted on bus on my way to school that day and at night, i had fever. havent really recover yet, my fever is on and off.

damn projects. cant enjoy my cny too :(
and i'm very scared that i cant meet bri before she flies off. must squeeze out some time in my busy life. if poly is SO busy alr, cant imagine how busy it is when i work next time.

2011-01-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

Commskills meeting doc
OB report
Commskills postings
Geog quizzes
Commskills meeting roleplay
OB presentation
Jap listening test
Socio project
Commskilss reflection journal
Commskills mock test
Micro project
Socio essay
Commskills test
BCS test
Jap roleplay
Commskills interview roleplay

when all these end, the final exams come.

2011-01-16T01:10:00.002+08:00

i ate super alot tonight.
had indian rojak before dinner. horfun for dinner. bbq food after dinner. ohno i'm getting fatter soon but.. i cant help it i love eating.

i need $$$$$! i need new shoes for cny and new bag for sch! sigh but i dont feel like asking money from my parents. poorgurl93.

misses.

2011-01-15T01:12:00.002+08:00

i'm very satisfied with my results for mid-sem. i studied seriously and thank you God for letting me get good results. so far i've got 3 As. i've got so many As at a time. but this is mid-sem so its easier.. hope i really can do well for final exam. and hope the mountain pile of projects will score well too.

i feel hungry now.

2011-01-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

shopping today! new clothes (Y) sigh but i used my own money.

finished BCS elearning, Socio elearning, Geog blog critique today. this few weeks gonna be super busy and maybe stressed? so many projects+assignments i'm gonna die. by now i should have gotton use to this kind of life. this is POLY. everything concerns about GPA.

back to proper school routine tmr. no more cancelled lessons.

what a boring post about school. so looking forward to every weekends.

2011-01-05T13:41:00.002+08:00

got back OB paper ytd. super happy with it! this is my first time in my life to be the first in class LOL unbelievable. thank God. hope the rest of my papers will be ok. i'm more motivated to study hard now haha. need to pull uppppppppppp my 2.3 GPA.

school this week is quite slack. Monday only went sch to submit BCS. Tuesday only had OB and BCS but its 9am-6pm. no school for today and tmr. Friday only have Micro. what a good way to start school after holidays! how nice if only school is that carefree everyday.

i'm rotting at home today and i'm supposed to do micro & socio. but i feel lazy and tired. shall take a nap later. but i dont wanna waste my day away ._.

need to save alot alot of $$$$ now to:
- buy new clothes for CNY
- buy iphone
- go Bangkok in March (hopefully!!)
- polaroid films
- buy new bag (have been saying since last year)

2010-12-30T16:32:00.003+08:00

2010 is ending and i've to say that this year FLIES. seriously.

this year had been quite good? new school, new friends. poly life is busier than sec sch life. there are so many projects and have to study hard for all tests and exams, and i'm really not used to it. still, i enjoy my life in poly as my classmates are nice!

it has been difficult to meet up with tz this year. all of us are busy with our own school and work. :( every meet up with them is important and i enjoyed the times with them. i hope we continue to talk more and stay close. i'm always here for you all~ <3

sch is starting on 3 jan. noooo~ :( i'm still in the holiday mood. this holiday is super happening and busy!

- ate Lawry's with nat (SUPER AWESOME)
- watched Confession
- uth camp
- see Joongki so cute ^^
- fishing with uths
- work @ Orchard Hotel and took photos with mediacorp ppl LOL
- tz christmas @ teoheng & wendy's house
- christmas performance
- PA steamboat
- shopping @ vivo

didnt sleep much as i had activities everyday. so now i'm falling sickkk. painful throat, having flu, headache, blocked nose, blocked ear. hope i recover soon.

now i have to rush my projects. BCS is killing meeee. whats with the all formulas and functions. idk how to use them at all ;__;

shall do up a 2011 resolution/wish!

1. put in best effort in all exams and projects
2. save $$$ and hopefully can go Bangkok
3. go Soshi's concert (pls have the singapore concert)
4. more meetup with tz
5. dont miss lectures
6. pay attention in class

ok nothing much actually.
2010 shall end well and 2011 shall start well!

2010-11-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

hihi this week of school is (Y)

monday: 1-6pm
tuesday: 3-6pm (waste time only -.-)
wednesday: no school!
thursday: 11-6pm
friday: no school! CYA @ night.

cya is funn! get to see veggie, and hopefully my kpop idols. :)

2010-11-05T12:52:00.002+08:00

hello i havent been blogging for a long time.

i have been enjoying myself to the fullest during the holidays. going out everyday, eat nice food, see idols like g.na and JYJ ohmyyyy jaejooonggg~ their live is awesome seriously, not forgetting that jae is so handsome!! :)

its the 2nd week of school. sighhh so tired everyday. have to wake up at 6.50am *cries*, end at 6 or 7pm. must enjoy my life now before all the projects start.

having first duty of CYA later. hope it'll be fun and can see lots of veggie? :)

2010-09-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

hello kitty job

working at IMM Singapore Post. ok this job is super difficult and my outlet is located at a ulu corner. i only managed to sell 2 stamp albums today :((( its still far from the first level commission. the first level commission damn little only, so i have to hit the second/third level, which is SUPER DIFFICULT. the stamp album cost $59.90 (damn ex), laptop bag $45. MANY ppl like it, but its too ex so they dont wanna buy. i could have sold alot!! :(

put commission aside, the fact that i only sold 2 albums is pathetic and sad. sigh, i asked almost all the ppl that passed by/walked in, but due to the price they dont want. & not many ppl walk pass there, and my working hours so little.

i hope the ppl who took the order forms today will come tmr. ;__;

anyway, the staff there are nice and friendly to me. thats the only nice part of this job.

2010-09-30T21:08:00.002+08:00

ytd nic & i went to G.NA FANSIGN!! we started queueing at around 1230pm. there were 60+ ppl in front of us? the weather was damn hot and we didnt have umbrella/fan. :(

super bored, so we went to walk walk a few times and will feel unpeaceful cause we scared that the queue will move and we will be out of the queue. yea it happened to us LOL. luckily the girls in front of us let us join back again. :D oh and we bought a crab whistle for gna! there's only two crabs left so i took the fish one. so random, but cute hehe.

went in the barrier at 6pm+. superrrr HOT and SMELLY to squeeze with the ppl. didnt get a good view. was at the side of the barrier and we cant stand on it properly. cant see clearly too :((

gna is soooo PRETTY!!! she sang Supa Solo. her live singing is AWESOME, really! video until my hand got no strength and was wobbling hahahah. still need to cling to the barrier. super tiring. had to see her performance from my video cam cause we really couldnt see. and no clear photos taken (again) ._. & she cried cause we fans sang happy birthday to her. awww ;__;

finally we went up. damn nervous and excited hahahahaha. WE TALKED TO HER!!!! HEHE. i think our convo was funny.
nic: gna!
us: we bought this for you!!! *waves our whistle madly*
gna: thank you i'll hang it on my bag. *smiles prettily*
-nic got pushed away by security guard haha-
me: saranghae~~
gna: *smiles prettily*

:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

nat videoed our process on stage and i went down the stage excitedly?! omg hahahaha.
love gna! hwaiting!

2010-09-17T12:34:00.002+08:00

hi life's great cause holidays are here. :) have been going out everyday and i feel tired and old.

monday was the final F&B paper. i believe i can pass? we ate at Bugis KFC for the end-of-exam-celebration hahah.

tue went cityplaza but unfruitful.

wed went town with nic and lunched at her shoteppan!! extra wagyu beef and rice whoooo nice. fruitful & funny shopping day.

thurs sy&wendy cut hair. met sien and we went to thomson for prata. there's papadum!! love it.

and i'm going wendy's house now to bake brownie byee!!

Mastermind. Beast comeback!!
&G.NA is coming on 29. *jumps*

2010-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

exam week.

have been studying madly every day. after exam study out. the moment i reached home i study until 1am+ 2am. wake up at 6am+, on the way to school study too. omggg so tired. but, i still didnt do my papers well. i dont wanna fail macroecons.. have to retake supplementary paper in the holidays. God pls let me pass all subjects.

feels like olvls, the only time that i've studied properly. this is the 2nd time. and there are alot more to come for the rest of my poly life. :(

my course has 5 freaking papers why so many! its all about memorising. yea 4 down this week, left the FINAL F&B PAPER NEXT MONDAY. its the scariest paper. amount of things to memorise is CRAZY. cant wait for exams to be over! I CAN DO IT.

i cut my hair today, like about half of the length is gone. :O

STUDY HARD FOR 3 DAYS! AND MY LIFE WILL BE GREAT AFTER THAT. HWAITING!

2010-09-02T00:34:00.002+08:00

1. i can afford CAT 2 tickets.
2. i dont even have enough money right now.
3. the concert is only 2 hours.
4. soshi will only sing 3-4 songs.
5. not worth for $258 since soshi appear awhile only.

but, you know i love soshi alot and what if they never come singapore again. just need to see them clearly once. or i should just save money and fly to korea one day. oh well, i still have one day to think.

tmr's my last piano lesson and fri will be exam!! :O i think i'm gonna miss my teacher. she's been teaching me for years since pri sch.. i feel sad now.

need to study more seriously alr!! not enough time. my piano pieces are not perfect yet. i cant fail!! :(((

2010-08-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

kpop fandom now.

cnblue fansign w jess&nat last fri was great!! we got the first row in general public and jungshin smiled&waved to us 4 times. damn high until can cry. happy memory :) they're so tall except for yonghwa, jonghyun's complexion isnt that good, minhyuk likes giordano? cause he kept looking at the shop when they pass by. D: had muscle aches due to standing on the barrier thing. anyway, daebak!!

i'm so going to kpop night on 23 oct. there's SOSHI OMG YES SOSHI! DREAM COME TRUE. &bigbang, shinee, ft island, infinite, and one more unknown. hope it would be beast but its ok if its not. and its gonna be DAMN EX, so have to save up now. currently rumoured to be $298 or $248?! pray that we can get the front tickets pls. :( i wanna (must) see the girls.

back to my life.
finally started studying properly today. only left with 1week+. so dead.. and piano exam is coming soon. i'm practicing everyday, but its not good yet.

2010-08-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

i want to see beast & 4min.

2010-08-09T20:34:00.002+08:00

Singapore is my home and i'm blessed to be living here.
i feel patriotic haha! but its true, i wont want to migrate. ;D

i watched shows, studied POM, practiced piano, watched abit of NDP. productive day!
i'm gonna study hard and practice my piano like mad everyday. piano exam is on 3 Sep omgggggg. SO. NOT. PREPARED.

2010-08-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

happy birthday

i know we'll never get any better because of your hatred. still, i wish you all the best in life and find joy.

2010-08-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

this week finally ended and holidays are here!! gotta study really hard and get try to B for all subjects.

happenings this week:
-commskills presentation
-meetup with wendy&nic
-pool with class ytd. havent play for a long time due to sch. anyway, it was fun! :D
-celebrated cindy's bday @ dhoby ghaut justacia today.
-got back grades. all Bs and Cs.

ok very tired now.

2010-08-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

drama right now: King of Baking, Kim Tak Goo

overslept for church so i spent my day rotting at home and watched 6 episodes until now. nice show!

i feel lazy about commskills presentation tmr.

2010-07-31T22:59:00.002+08:00

back to my normal life this week. great and relaxed now. :D

had a movie week.

watched The Blood Pledge and Inception with classmates on wed and thurs. blood pledge was scary we covered our faces throughout and will heave a sigh of relieve when the scary scenes end. anyway it was touching too. INCEPTION WAS NICE! its damn cool and makes you think. great show, great director, with pretty Ellen Page and cute Joseph Gordon Levitt heheee.

lunched at Sugarloaf ytd. nice food, pretty desserts, and overly-good service that scared us, which was funny. after school watched Breakfast at Tiffany's @ library with nat while waiting for sy. quite niceee.

went sy's sis chalet. nice food! :D chatted with michelle. there were so many ppl and we're like random outsiders LOL. home at 12am sigh cant stay.

commskills test this morning. crazy test. couldnt really finish the paper and i rushed through alot, skipping lots of information that were supposed to be written. oh well nvm. just have to study SUPER HARD for semester exams. :O

finally can slack in church today. played floorball whoohoo fun!

so tired now i shall sleep soon and hope my pimples recover soon.

2010-07-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

MY LIFE IS BACK!

all the 6 projects are down!! thank God. submitted F&B today. i did until 2.30am and only had 4 hours of sleep. so tired in school today. lectured ended early at 3pm+ so i reached home at 4.30pm and SLEPT! all the way till 9pm hehe happyyyyyyyy life now. :D

i feel weird not doing any work when i'm online. this 2 months of projects have made me crazy.

whats wrong with stayover why cant you all allow. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i need the chalet to relax and slack.

movies to watch:
The Blood Pledge
Inception

AND I'M SO GONNA SEE CNBLUE! AND 4MINUTE. *starts saving money + bday money in aug*

2010-07-26T01:00:00.002+08:00

i'm sooooo tired i wanna sleep. but still doing F&B proj. tmr's deadline. omg damn happy! MY 6 PROJECTS ARE ALL DOWN. damn tired tired tired tired tired. tmr still got commskills mock test. i havent do F&B tutorial. ahhh omg. i'm too tired to do that.

tmr when i reach home after school, i'm gonna sleep. deprived of sleep in this month, worsening my eyebags and pimples sigh.

commskills at 9am tmr. WHY SO EARLY?! :(

ok enough of ranting.

celebrated hazel's bday at ion fish&co! great time. :)

i wanna go overseas with tz. like korea (impossible) or taiwan or hongkong or batam or malaysia also can! please?

2010-07-23T00:35:00.002+08:00

yes its friday now!
having pom presentation + role playing. its gonna be the most fun presentation ever? i'm wearing phs uniform!! :D i can bang my head on the wall. i thought that i gave angelene my sch skirt, but its actually in my cupboard. i just saw it. =______________=

i've got not enough time to study iht. :(

2010-07-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

still on macroecons proj. havent do script for tmr's presentation. yawns.

will be wearing formal to school tmr. feel weird to wear to school hahah but lucky nat's dad is fetching!

time, please stop.

2010-07-20T00:12:00.002+08:00

this week will be damn busy.

tue: rht test
wed: submit macroecons proj
macroecons presentation
some forum thing after sch
thurs: project
fri: submit commskills presentation
sat: iht test

plus practice piano everyday, do F&B proj, study for iht.

HELP.

2010-07-19T00:34:00.003+08:00

project at adeline's house just now. had potong icecream, sandwich and dinner at her house. her mum's cooking is niceeee! (Y) i still feel very full now.

going school in few hours time. i'm learning how to use excel for excel test on tue. so dead. seriously dont know at all. :O all the best to me.

commskills later gonna have presentation.
time to sleep now nights.

2010-07-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

fruitful shopping day with sy. 2 tops, 1 shorts, lip gloss, face mask. and nice food. :D

2010-07-17T00:39:00.003+08:00

class bbq was fun! nice food and great time with them. played blindmice. i know we're 17years old but its still soooo fun. :D got complained by residents and the security guard said that we're noisy. we were not making any noise? blindmice is a silent game. spammed many photos. and the place is a snail trail. damn many snails around, scary pls. i accidentally stepped on one (again). SADDDD. the crushing sound nearly made me cry. sorry snail ;__;

oh well, i know ppl are gonna read this, but ARGHH you're annoying.
damn angry with you. i wish i can tell you this so hopefully you read it. you think you very mature? walau you're the immature one who started this crap, so dont act all innocent and poor thing. pls know there's a limit to everything. you've bashed so much. its not just one sentence. you've said ALOT since last time. as you said, people have opinions. true, so you start bashing with your opinions. note, its opinions, its not even facts. we have our opinions too then, so its wrong of my friends to say their opinions? just merely showing their unhappiness and you're making the matter big. in my opinion, Sunny definitely look so much prettier than you pls. dont think so highly of yourself. try asking a random stranger on who's prettier and the answer would be Sunny. would you like it if we start bashing Shinee/Onew? you'll feel angry. in the first place, we wont even do that. ITS CHILDISH. whats the point of bashing? just accept the fact, dont like just shut up and go like your Shinee. bet you're feeling insecure so you bash ppl to make yourself feel better.
you're good in getting a bunch of outsiders and a hypocrite who goes around making matter worse.
damn it i wanna comment but if i do so, its never ending.
in case you havent realise, do you know you're actually the cause of all these? brainless comments from you.

anyway, peace ^__^

2010-07-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

i feel lazy to go econs lecture. D: thats not gooood i havent go thurs and fri's lectures ever since sch started. and i need to start studying for tests next week.

its damn hot now!!

2010-07-15T22:40:00.004+08:00

such a hypocrite. going around making things worse. sometimes i wish that i didnt know you in the first place. then you wouldnt be like this. i dont know how to talk to you and through these years, i've failed to talk sense into you. your brain is like corrupted. childish midset. you think that you're always right, criticise ppl but you yourself cant accept criticism. everytime, i have to think first before saying anything, i've to bear with your crap. i've to make up lies in order not to hurt you cause you're so unpredictable. i feel damn guilty for lying and i still feel sorry about the lies. you dont know there were actually so many times that you made me angry. i still talk to you because i still treat you as my friend, hoping that i can help you change for the better. but i guess it wont ever happen. thanks for calling me a bitch and thinking that its so easily solved, pretending nothing happened and back to good terms. fyi, we've not been on good terms since the time you started changing, which got worse.

i shall stop talking to you and our lives would be better yea.

sorry if you read this.

2010-07-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

woodlands waterfront is a nice place. spend evening there with sien and nat as sien need to do photoshoot. nat is the model and i'm some rubbish work crew. need to shine torch (manual lighting) and carry stuffs hahahah. but quite fun. played at playground. great evening.

home and played piano. stress manxzs. i cant play it properly its so difficult and the song melody is weird. talk to mum and told her i wanna stop learning after exam and she allow me. T_T i dont know if i can pass this exam. damn difficult and i got not enough time to practice.

so busy busy busy. projects. presentations. and 3 tests which i dont know anything AT ALL.

tzm cheer up. i guess we're all going through difficult times right now. but we can get through this soon.

2010-07-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

first presentation today!

after lunch we changed into the clothes and put on make up. i dont have make up stuff and i dont know how, so esther&eunice helped me, which is very fun for them. hahaha. my complexion cmi. =..=

practiced reading our presentation. blaaaaa. went to classroom. we're the first group for today. wasnt really nervous and teacher noticed that my slide and 'script' is different :( thats because the info in the slide is the old info. she stopped and questioned me. abit scared LOL but anyway i just continued with whats on the slide then. the impacts slides screwed up and idk how to answer the question. but nvm, learn mistakes from this first presentation! :) classmates said that jerene and i speak too soft. i think it was loud enough for me eh? hahaha must speak louder next time.

love my wonderful group! good job!

2010-07-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

rht submitted. 3 more projects to go in this month.
i failed F&B test by few marks ahhh. went through the answers today.
after school practiced our presentation for tmr.

went marsiling to collect my skirt (i send to alter). but the shop closed alr!! woahhh i was like dieee. walk around there trying to find a cheap skirt first but none was nice and acceptable. went cwp with sien and bought at G2000. oh well, there's sales so its $34..

went sien's house. ate, did our stuff. got video-interviewed by her LOL and her dslr is cooool!

tmr's iht presentation. hope i wont be nervous and wont stammer and rmb to have eye contact!!

so sleeeeeeeppyyy now.

2010-07-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

quite a productive project day at adeline's house. we have to finish our greenbean soup in 4minute. xD

finished rht (tmr need to submit). its a THICK STACK of papers. everything bind together is like around 4cm high! did 1 POM article analysis. killed alot of my brain cells and hopefully i didnt do it wrongly. did abit of F&B propasal, FILA Chart, Minutes. just finished commskills presentation draft. WOAH I DID QUITE ALOT OF STUFF TODAY. VERY TIRED NOW.

btw for my commskills presentation, i wrote about students are having too many projects and i listed all the disadvantages and my unhappiness hahahah. :D

2am only sang 1 song on shengshiongshow just now. :( oh well jinwoon so cute and changmin sing damn niceee.

off to sleep now i have headache argh. nights!

2010-07-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

had cell. project was cancelled. didnt go IMM to see 2AM cause cant see from outside at all. :(((((( quite sad. oh well they have sheng shiong show tmr!

home and watch Beast debut story. its funnnnyyyyy! they showed their funny scenes. felt happy then.

finished my presentation script and recommendations. tmr's proj meeting must finish up rht and some pom. tmr night is a great day. entertainment on 5 replay, shengshiong, beast debut story replay. hehe.

we're old kids that high over kpop, as said by jess. hahaha.

note to self: rmb to practise piano EVERYDAY.

i feel hungry now!

2010-07-10T00:47:00.002+08:00

went town with jess and nat after sch. finally. but i bought nothing =.=

hai i feel so bad now. my group is feeling stress about rht excel but i cant help at all cause i dont know how to do too. :(

:( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2010-07-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

started practising piano alr, it's stressful. my 3 songs cmi and exam is next month. other than songs, still have to practise scales. so difficult. i cannot fail again. and i want to stop piano after this exam.

there are so 4 projects to do in this month and we're doing it everyday, every breaktime. i still have to buy blazer for presentation and there's no time to go shop at all. GSS now and i didnt buy anything at all!! damn long never shop already. i need a bag.

iht test coming up. 8 lecture topics ._.

i need a day to eat/shop with tz. i miss them.

i cant go IMM this sat to see 2AM. sadddddddd.

projects steal life away from me.

hope can meet jess tmr after sch!

2010-07-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

so tired nowww. taking a break from doing commskills.

school is tiring and no life. projects everyday, even on weekends too. :( i wanna go chong pang and eat yishun laksa with tz. i cant wait for holidays!!!

i think i'm not going pom lec tmr morning. :/

2010-07-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

there goes my F&B test.

school is so busy. projects, projects, projects. all due in this month. whr's my life? ;__;

2010-07-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

happy birthday doojoon! haha its over in korea alr but i just used comp for today!! D:
today is so no life for me. :(
after church went HOME. (sry sien i cant meet you) wanted to sleep until 3pm but i slept until 4pm+. started studying F8B at 5pm. studied until 11pm, but it was not productive. the things i read never went in my brain!! zzz really alot stuff to rmb. five topics. i'll read again on bus tmr. this time i studied more seriously. cannot fail ;___;

yay going 12am. gonna watch Beast Debut Story on MTV. the only thing that makes me happy today. BYEBYE!

no youth day tmr. :(

2010-07-03T23:16:00.001+08:00

watched Eclispe ytd with jess and wendy. misssssss them. the time spent was so short. :( i think the movie was quite ok, funny when jacob and edward just throw sacarstic comments at each other. ;D

CYA interview went quite smoothly? felt relaxed and can talk as it was a group interview and the ppl were friendly. jerene was sooo funny she like very tense and sit up straight and keep touching her hands haha! xD hope can pass this interview i wanna joinnnnn. there's still one more interview :O

toy story 3 today with cell. 9 ppl! i must say that it was a REALLY NICEEEE SHOW!! very funny and sad. the toys are so funny, esp barbie and ken. ken is damn gay hahahah. t-rex is retarded, so cute. when the boy was parting with the toys, its very saddddddd. i wondered if my toys felt sad when they were thrown away. i miss my toys too. my favourite toy dog called Fluffy (he's flat and pink with black polka dots) HAHAHA. my pikachu, my dalmation that can walk... i miss Fluffy the most. i dont even rmb when did he get thrown away. :(

need to study F&B now. must do well!!

2010-06-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

got back macroecons paper today. failed quite badly. 39/100. its expected since i didnt study much hehe. time to buck up! poly is not like sec sch whr i can slack everyday and pass in the final exams. and got so many projects to be done in this month. hates.

next monday is F&B test. again. must study this time! but, easier said than done.

having changi youth ambassodor interview this sat. pray hard that i can get in!! i really like this cca and if i dont get in this, i dont have cca alr.

my face is getting rounder HELP.

2010-06-29T00:32:00.003+08:00

i just finished macroecons first article. one more to go. ITS NOT EASY.

first lesson was comm skills tutorial. i missed out quite alot of stuff but still can understand and catch up. wrote report today. lesson ended quite early.

lunch at design! yayyy no queue at all! ate grilled fish. :D then f&b lesson. when we were waiting outside the room, we were rubbing our tummy cause very full. guess what? dchia saw and he commented on us LOL! diu lian. anyway lesson was quite funny today. now we have f&b project. haiiiiii. but our cuisine quite cool. imperial korean cuisin k!

rht lec. boring and very little ppl came. lec ended earlier whoowee!

adeline, jerene and i went to town to look for presentation clothes. i bought nothing. the skirt dont have my size. D: and i cant find any nice shoe that i really like. the shoe cant be glossy, which limited our choices ALOT. those shoes that are not glossy dont really have nice cutting. shall slowly find. need shirt too! hope our group can get different single coloured shirt.

tmr sch start at 11am. GOOD!

2010-06-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

doing macroecons project now. its difficultttt :( i cant do the analysis. my brain cant think now, so tired. i need to chiong alr, need to submit on wed and i'm still on the first article! its not even halfway done yet AHHHHHHHHHH!! tmr continue again. i'm so tired now.

today we finally completed iht group project. thanks everyoneee! feels accomplished when it was printed out. got the feeling like completing fnn coursework last year haha. anyway, the meetups for iht had been funnnn. kept laughing at jerene. :D

sch again tmr. first lesson is comm skills tutorial. ZZZ.

oh and we're gonna have presentation for iht next week. its formal wear. cool but scary cause it'll be my first time wearing hope it wont be weird :O shopping tmr~ hope can get nice and not-so-expensive clothes!

i'll miss the church building, uthroom and everything, our memories there. i'll miss lan @ raiders too haha. hope the new place will be great.

I CANNOT OVERSLEEP TMR.

2010-06-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

PA meetup at airport on 22june

overslept today and missed lec. was very tired and it was raining heavily = nice to sleep. woken up by my ringtone (special) and felt sad cause it made me miss beast HAHA.

reached sch at 11plus and lunch. saw beyond 9 hahahahaha its him haahah. did project and then pom lesson. got back test paper! I PASSED!!!!! 27.5/40. :D the first case study i got full marks omg and i thought i will fail that! slack and talked in lesson. then apel. sch ended at 4pm+.

homed and music bank was over alr. SPECIAL STAGE TODAY and i missed it. :( anyway can watch online.. but watch on tv nicer. it was awesomeee!! taeng was sad today. D:

btw, i realised that this week i only went for 1 lec and it's f&b. :O need to chiong project in these 2 days. I HAVENT START ON MACROECONS ARGH.

listening to the recording and play back in my mind makes me happy. :)

BEAST SHOWCASE

2010-06-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE I WENT TO THE SHOWCASE AND I SAW THE BOYS. ITS MY FIRST TIME SEEING ARTISTES THAT I LIKE. I LOVE BEAST AND I MISS THEM NOW! :((((( sorry but this is a fandom post! i will write until very high.

in the morning went to yishun polyclinic to take mc with nic. waited for 1 hour 45min DAMN LONG PLEASE. finally done at 10am. faster went to flag cab, but all are hired and busy!!! waited quite long and nat alr reached mediacorp (she cab from sch) when we havent even got on a cab. hai finally came and we reached mediacorp around 10.45am. there were alr 540 ppl who have taken the queue number for beast showcase. saddddddd means we are in zone 2.

waited in the queue for a very long time cause nobody is giving the queue no. then went into the carpark and all of us sat there. the queue no. will be given after that. k so we sat there and did our fanboard! :D when we finish it was only 3pm. =.=

got queue no. we were 581, 582, and 583. ok i thought we were among 800. continue sitting..... sit until back ache, butt ache, leg ache, leg numb. wait wait wait. finally can go in at 6pm+. feeling excited hahahaha like that time when we were queuing for the cd.

entered the theatre, and we sit at the back! HAI!! its farrrrr away. THE FIRST ROW DAMN GOOD ITS ON THE STAGE. RIGHT IN FRONT THE BOYS. and photo/video taking was not allowed. :(

waited for the boys to come out. so excited HAHA! and OMG THEY FINALLY CAME OUT DAMN HIGH!!!!! started screaming and crying hahahahahahah. nat cried too, nic was quite calm compared to us. totally crazy and screaming madly. THEY ARE SO HANDSOMEEEEE AND THEY SING SUPER WELL AND DANCE WELL AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! DOOJOON AND JUNHYUNG VERY HANDSOME!!! *fangirl now* sad that we cant raise our boards high, and the girls behind me tapped me twice to ask me put down my board HAH! actually i didnt raise it up high, is they didnt sit out of their seat so they cant see. not enthu one. the girl beside me also not high, she covered her ears when all the fans scream and she didnt scream at all.

AND THE PART WHERE THE GIRL WAS INVITED TO GO TO THE STAGE! OMGGGG JEALOUS TTM AND CAN CRY. OK I SOUND CRAZY NOW. they sang Oasis and HYUNSEUNG HELD HER HAND THROUGHOUT, DONGWOON AND YOSEOB SANG AT HER EAR THE FACE SO CLOSE, I CANT RMB WHAT KIKWANG DO AND LUCKY JUNHYUNG DIDNT DO ANYTHING HAHA. THE BEST FOR HER AND SADDEST PART FOR ME WAS WHEN DOOJOON KNEEL DOWN LIKE PROPOSE AND PUT HIS HAND OVER HER SHOULDER AND SING AFTER THAT! AHHHHHHH I WAS LIKE SHOUTING NOOOOOO HAHAHAHA! THE FANS WERE ALL SCREAMING MADLY I BET THEY FEEL THE SAME.(THIS IS ALL IN CAPS NOW I FEEL SO HIGH AND SAD) THE GIRL WAS CALM AT FIRST BUT AFTER THAT SHE LIKE WANNA CRY. AHHHH DAMN LUCKY. HATE THAT WE HAVE TO SIT AT THE BACK AND CANT SEE THEIR FACE!!

k i stop typing in caps. 2nd lucky girl went up stage to play the beast fan game. so she can shake hands with all of them!!! then after that was blindfolded and have to shake hands again to find out who is her fav member, apparently its kikwang. but she chose wrongly AND KIKWANG GIVE A SAD POUTING FACE DAMN CUTE. DOOJOON NEARLY HUG HER AND I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOOO!! HAHAHAHA OMG. I FEEL CHILDISH NOW.

after they sing finish and stuff was filming of Entertainment Tonight. isit called entertainment tonight? k whatever. they invited Kit Chan for interview. then after that they interviewed BEAST!!! :D yoseob sanggg!!! doojoon did beatbox and junhyung rapped!!!! there was no piano for dongwoon to play. :( hyunseung danced!!!!!!!!! NICE!! kikwang talked about his muscles? hahahahah.

then final performance. SO SADDDDDD IT ENDED SO FAST. :(

the songs they sang:
Bad Girl(KIKWANG SOLO PART DAMN NICE!!), Shock (VERY HIGHHHHH!!! JUNHYUNG V HANDSOME.), Special (DOOJOON AND DONGWOON PART I LIKE), Mystery (MOVES HEAD), Easy(JUNHYUNG VERY HANDSOME AND YOSEOB'S OH NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!), Oasis (JEALOUS MOMENT).

anyway i'm very very very happyyyyy that they came and I MISS THEM ALOT NOW. THE ONLY REGRETS I HAVE IS THAT I CANT SEE THEIR FACE!!!! ARGHHH. AND CANT VIDEO IT. :( but i accidentally recorded the sounds cause i didnt stop the video. =x

hope they will come again for the album in aug. I HOPE SOSHI COME TOO. I BELIEVE THEY WILL COME.

i wanna go korea someday and go musicbank/inkigayo/m!countdown then i can see them!!

BACK TO SCHOOL TMR. i'm not ready for sch!!

2010-06-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

beast arrived just now. the flight delayed and we couldnt stay, so we went home. its sad and disappointing. we were alr there and we couldnt see them. ok i'm getting over my sadness, not very sad alr. hope thurs showcase can sit in front ;__;

on a happier note, met pa people today at airport xin wang cafe! they're so nice to have dinner at airport cause nat&i wanna fetch beast haha. great time talking and laughing and taking photos with them. miss pa so much. stupid rumi spoiled our pa camp ITS CANCELLED. next pa outing will be at marina barrage!

SCHOOL TMR. so earlyyy. i'm still in holidays mood.
ohhh my tests!
comm skill essay i got B!! thats really unexpected. that edit-the-passage i got 2/10. k thats bad. LOL!
rht got 33/50. unexpected too! thank God for these results that passed.
left econs and pom results havent get.

i need to dye my hair dark brown and then stop dyeing alr.

church camp

2010-06-21T20:38:00.003+08:00

i'm back from church camp! feeling lazy to blog now. overall it was quite fun, although i think last year was more fun hehe. this year i was the group leader. D: its not easy haha. my group got 4 uths and the rest are adults. but at least i have uths which i can talk to.
and, we eat loads of junk every day every night.

18june
went jusco first before going to the resort. angelene, hazel and i took neoprints HAHA! the service is weird and the quality of the photos is lousy. bought alot of food at supermarket. :D reached the resort next. at night had session and after that we played monopoly deal until 2plus?

19june
damn tired in the morning. angelene was the first to wake up as usual. went to sharing session but.. dozing off again. games was dirty and i got orh ceh on my thigh. but not bad, my group was cooperative. had a good time talking with the girls but it ended cause i need to discuss cheerrrr. at night had session again, but i was dozing off throughout. :( i tried staying awake alr. after session angelene's parents brought us to buy junk and then brought us to funfair! we played the swing-chair that goes round and round. so scary! we were screaming throughout and the chair like gonna drop down. it was making sounds. anyway it was fun!! went back and then played mafia! i really dont like being the mafia, its so scary hahaha.

20june
final session. had short game and then group discussion for performance night. we need to do cheer and a dance. the adult members were willing to learn and they very pro in making our props!! :D its nicee. being group leader is tiring but luckily there's andre who is very ON and help me alot haha. went back room with hazel and there was a damn freaking big black beetle on our door mat! scare us like mad. ben still put at window and door knob. i didnt see that its on the knob and i nearly open the door. btw the beetle was put by paul at first. =.=

then it was performance night at the campfire place. coool~ at first there were some sound system problems so we couldnt perform, but got another chance :) anyway still had fun and the other groups were funny. our group won for the overall camp and we were the tribal winners too. thanks to the adults! then photo taking!

played in the swimming pool. slide was fun! :D after that bathe and played heart attack. went back to our room. hazel&i slept. too tired. AND THEY PUT TOOTHPASTE ON OUR FACE. =___= i think i took a long time to realise and i was too tired to be in shock. they still take photos, my face damn ugly and fat.

21june
last day. i have no idea who's my angel. my angel never write to me. :( after lunch left the place. played some games on bus, slept, went provision shop, blaaa. reached singapore. went home after that. wanted to go christabel's house and see her dog BUT there's sch tmr. ARGH. my holidays ended. sch started today actually.

back to sch tmr. SADDDDD. i think i'm gonna be like a zombie tmr. tired.
BEAST IS COMING TMR WHOOHOOO I'M GONNA FETCH THEM! *screams*

parappai outing

2010-06-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

meet up with parappai and we went to turf city for dimsum. there's half price promotion, so one dish is like around $1+. howeverrrrrrrrr, the timing was wrong. they ended at 2.30pm, then open at 5.30pm again. we reached there at 3plus. =.=

went to Owen Seafood Restaurant instead. half price too!!! hahahah. its like tze cha in a restaurant. :D quite nice and its cheap. then slack awhile at tpy.

hey frogger, grow up and stop bashing.